All my symptoms point to that fact:
- Oversleeping, not eating on a schedule
- not really "feeling" like doing anything positive - like going outside enjoying what little sunshine Seattle does have
- avoiding people, places thing - isolating myself
The few people I can speak to about this get so worried that I wouldn't want to put them through this when all I need is just a listening ear, then again, they really do not have the time. Because they have to work - like MOST people do in real life.
That is probably what is bugging me - I do not have much of a "real life". I had one and I was like "this foul feeling behavior" than I was when I am "relatively mentally healthy".
So, I promised my readers that when I have a full-blown episode, I would post. It is better than the destructive alternatives. Maybe the professionals can do a case conference on me. I do not know? But I do know that I do not like feeling like this.
Wait, did I eat anything today? Dayum!
Let me try that...
